My Turn To Be Embraced By My "Fave" Has Come

It's such happiness to be able to have a relationship like this with my favorite idol. I hope this remains a good memory for 愛莉ちゃん forever. I think シオくん himself likes 愛莉ちゃん in his own way, given his position. At least for that time. He was able to unleash his own fetishes, and he wouldn't have done it so many times otherwise, plus he made 愛莉ちゃん happy that day. I'm glad he got called again at the end. The sight of her looking back was beautiful. It's fun to imagine all sorts of things, like what kind of person シオくん really is—he doesn't seem like just a scumbag, and he probably has a lot going on—or the reviews saying 愛莉ちゃん seems like she does papa-katsu.

It has a classic vibe with the jirai-kei and men-chika idol themes, and I think the resolution is quite high! I really like the realistic part where the protagonist gets invited by DM from the men-chika idol シオくん and is happy to go, but then remembers how they felt when they first met and thinks about backing out... though they run into him right after and get dragged along anyway (lol). The weakness for one's oshi is also great! The erotic scenes aren't so much about lovey-dovey stuff, but rather feel like they tell the story of their relationship in psycho mode. ...I like it, though (lol). The ending can't exactly be called a happy ending, but since the protagonist looks happy... I can't help but imagine if シオくん might get stabbed someday. Anyway, the art is beautiful and wonderful.

I bought this because the art is beautiful, and the idol シオくん is such a piece of trash, it was great! lol It's a very modern story where they meet up and have sex after a live show by an underground idol after getting in touch via social media. The way 愛莉ちゃん has a gothic lolita vibe and works at a concept cafe, the atmosphere of her being on the verge of getting obsessed and spiraling is super realistic! Like, I can totally see a girl like this existing...!

I thought it had a great atmosphere and was very well put together overall. Just as everyone says, the vibe of a "scum-bag handsome guy" really comes through, which is great. The girl was also cute and had that easily swayed, slightly gloomy feel that added to the atmosphere. The art is cute, so I can recommend it for that alone. It feels like that adds a nice spice to it. Personally, I found it easy to read. It was very good...!

I bought this because I liked the art style, and as someone who has an oshi, I've also thought about what it would be like if I could actually talk to them...! Or meet them...! But if they were this much of a scumbag, I'd be crying lol. The heroine-chan purely oshi-ingシオくん was so cute! On the other hand, シオくん is a seriously super handsome scumbag. Personally, the 'convenient woman' vibe was so strong that I couldn't imagine a happy ending, and it made me feel sad for the heroine-chan.

The story feels like something that could realistically happen somewhere, and I was on edge reading it, wondering if it would end in a dark, bad ending?! I always get nervous whenever a 地雷系 girl appears. You know, the kind where—I won't say what—but it just stabs you and fades to black (lol). Don't worry, that doesn't happen this time! It ends in a way that might look different from the outside, but is a happy ending for the character herself!

A story about a heroine who is a fan of a trashy male idol known for his promiscuity and sleeping with fans, who gets called to a hotel to be intimate with her favorite. There are words and gestures throughout that show he really knows how to handle women. The idol talks about himself in the bath, but who knows if it's true... The heroine, a "jirai-kei" girl, feels happy after being with her favorite despite the emotional rollercoaster, but he leaves her on read afterward. She starts to get a bit unstable, but then he hugs her (or takes a cheki?) at an event and whispers, "See you later, 愛莉," remembering that she asked him to call her by her real name instead of her live name when they are alone. She smiles again, thinking, "I really am special!" It feels strongly like she's just being played, so I don't think it's a happy ending. The final hug is also something he's doing on purpose. Probably.

I could imagine it before reading, but it really is just the relationship between an idol and an otaku, so I might not recommend it to those who like happy endings. What happens after is up to each person's interpretation. リリちゃん only has シオくん, but since シオくん is the one who can choose, it felt realistic, so I thought that when considering the girl's feelings, you just have to accept it. Personally, I felt that since シオくん seems to spend nights with various girls, he has no attachment and is the type who doesn't refuse those who come and doesn't chase those who leave.

A pairing of an underground idol and a Jirai-kei fashion/concept cafe worker. I'm the type who only wants to read happy endings, so I avoided this just because of the combination. But the sex scenes were so wonderful that I bought it anyway. And wow, the girl is so cute! Her fashion is definitely sweet Lolita, and her personality leans towards Jirai, but her feelings for her oshi are so pure. Maybe it's because you can tell that her struggle—trying to be detached but failing—is genuine, not just for show. After that, I just kept reading to the end, praying for a happy ending... Thank you. Thank you for giving us an ending like this. If you're avoiding it because of the title, please give it a try. Idol SIOくん doesn't ruin the girl's dreams. But he does let a glimpse of his intense desire show through. As expected of a scenario by THE猥談さん. If you like THE猥談さん, you have to pick this up! Truly excellent work, it won't disappoint!

To think that my turn would finally come with the "oshi" who has always been shining on the other side of the screen—it was like a dream of a night. But it was just a "turn," and the reality that I am not the only special one slowly tightens my chest. The heroine's emotions, swaying between pleasure and confusion, happiness and emptiness, are so real that it becomes painful as they overlap with the reader's own "feelings for their oshi." Yet, the way it depicts that this isn't just a relationship that ends after being held, with his sudden kindness and gazes offering a glimmer of hope, is excellent. A sweet and bittersweet adult "oshi" love story where emotions that cannot be dismissed as just a dream intersect. It is a precarious and precious volume that will hit home even more for those who are "oshi-katsu"-ing.

I first saw this in an ad and bought it because I liked the art, but the resolution of the underground idol world is just too high...! Also, I could empathize with the protagonist's feelings, so I read it with my heart pounding. In a way, I wondered if it was happy, but given the nature of the idol profession(?) or perhaps her original personality, I felt a true happy ending would be difficult. I know there isn't a continuation, but this was a work I wanted to read more of.

I think people who have an oshi will relate to this. I have had romantic feelings for my oshi before, but unfortunately I'm not into women, so I don't think I'd end up in a situation like this. It seems like a plausible story if your oshi is into women, but who knows. As a work of fiction, it was very interesting. Isn't it the best to be able to have sex with your favorite oshi?

The combination of a jirai-kei girl and an underground slutty idol is great. The sex scenes were erotic and good too. Personally, the part where she performs fellatio was the turn-on for me. I liked that the underground male idol was trash. I love trashy men so much... It's just a shame that I accidentally bought the Japanese version instead of the Korean one, so I had to use Papago to read it and couldn't fully enjoy it. I couldn't properly savor the dialogue... *sob* Everyone, please double-check before you buy. I plan to buy and read the Korean version again.

Of course, I haven't had that kind of experience with my "oshi," but the flow leading up to what you'd call a "tsunagari" felt incredibly real and high-resolution, which is what drew me in first! The internal conflict of a girl who knows it's definitely just a fling, but still wants to believe—needs to believe—that she's special... it's quite something. I wouldn't recommend this to those who think, "It's manga, so it should be happier!" but for those seeking a moderate amount of realism and erotic content, I highly, highly recommend it! The finger work was just so incredibly erotic and unbearable, and the dirty talk was the best. Every single line hit the spot. I love it when someone has a gentle tone but says things that are obscene and brutal, so I really want those who have that "kuse" to read this! After finishing it, I couldn't help but say out loud, "Ah, I wonder if it'll be my turn next." lol

From the very first page, the depiction of the two characters made me think, "Oh no... I'm going to get sucked into this..." and the way the title was revealed was brilliant and right up my alley... The psychological portrayal of them advancing their relationship even though they know they shouldn't is so delicate, it makes my heart ache. シオくん, the way he deflects whenever the conversation gets too close to his core or becomes inconvenient, and how he says things to please girls while being such a sinful man—it's terrifying. I get the feeling that she'll never be able to leave this person for the rest of her life.

My heart wouldn't stop racing at the invitation from my oshi, but seeing the place where we first met by chance while passing by made me calm down and think about going home, which felt so real. It really conveyed that 'jirai-kei' girl vibe of only wanting to see the good in your oshi rather than the bad, and the fact that the oshi only sees her as a convenient partner was incredibly realistic.

This is a typical physical-only relationship where シオくん tells everyone "You're the best" and "You're cute," so I don't think it's a happy ending... Maybe it is for 愛莉ちゃん, though. シオくん is a typical playboy type, and he probably sees the quiet 愛莉ちゃん as a convenient pushover... When a fan turns into an anti-fan, that's when it's the scariest! It was a finale that makes me curious about their future.

Reserved girl 愛莉 and the idol シオ, rumored to be a scumbag. Thinking that since she spent so much money on his DMs, the invitation must be a reward, 愛莉 meets him anyway. While she is dazed from his immediate caresses, he makes her grip his cock, and when she asks if he does this with other fans, he gives her a kiss and fingering that makes her believe she is the only one (so cunning). Seeing 愛莉 happy with the sex, he says he is saved by her and will support her, but what was シオ thinking as he showed such absolute love? With cunnilingus and mutual fellatio, he embraces her tightly even after inserting her from behind while standing. Is he starving for love, or is he clinging to her unconditional love while choking her and holding her intensely? Perhaps their love is too heavy for both of them, but they are a perfect match? However, it is a dark, ambiguous relationship, so it is not exactly a happy ending.

It was a world I didn't know about. So this is what they call a 地雷系女子. I bought it because the art style is beautiful, but if my own precious friend were treated this way, I would absolutely oppose it. She knows she's being played, yet she spends so much money on 推しかつ and offers her body to him. While being obsessed with an idol can be healthy, an idol you can actually meet in the real world is dangerous. But the art is beautiful, there are plenty of scenes where the two connect, and even though there shouldn't be a happy ending, it was an ending that left me feeling curious about them.

Being able to do it with your oshi is a dream within a dream, but reading this makes me feel like that dream has come true. Even if it's a lie, hearing "I love you" makes me so happy!!!!! I bought this thinking, "I'm curious about the story, and it's on sale, so why not?" but it was twice as good as I imagined... It didn't have a happy ending, which makes me a little sad, but the art is beautiful and I'm so satisfied that it doesn't really bother me!!!!! シオくん is just so cool!!!!!!!!!!

I was looking for idol-themed works and ended up here! An ikemen scum idol who eats his fans. Even knowing that he sends private messages to fans to have sex, the fan girl is just so happy to meet and talk to her favorite idol that she lets him sleep with her. The fan girl getting all excited and reaching climax from the words whispered to her like "you're cute" and "I love you," and the ikemen scum idol himself, were all visually stunning.

I'm basically a fan of happy endings, but I couldn't resist the beautiful art and the characters' good looks, and since it was on sale, I just went for it lol. But it turned out all right!! I got to see some intense sex (eating a fan) from a hero who is a total landmine—a scumbag, a slut, and an underground idol, a full combo of dangerous guy traits! But he's so handsome, so I'm happy. Of course, it's not a happy ending. But if you read it just as an erotic book, I think it's a high-quality erotic manga that's very satisfying to read with beautiful art and plenty of pages (erotic scenes). However, if you think too deeply about the story and character settings (background), it's pretty hellish (probably for the heroine's future too), so I think it's better to just skim over those parts so you don't feel too burdened while reading...

Personally, the story and character settings really hit home for me! It's the best!!! First of all, I love the trope of being involved with an idol. lol And this idol is quite the scum. Human scum. Apparently he's been with quite a few people, right?^^ I'd love a sequel where he falls head over heels only for the protagonist girl^^ But maybe keeping it as a personal fantasy rather than a definite sequel is also... (heart) It was a work I could really enjoy while thinking about it! There were scenes where I thought maybe the idol boy actually likes the protagonist girl? So, it could also be interesting to think of the final scene as a tactic to make the protagonist girl fall even deeper for him.

I've been interested in this for a while and finally bought it, knowing I had to get it someday. First off, the art is very easy to look at, clean, and pleasant to read. As for the content, it felt like something that could happen in modern times, and I found myself thinking, 'this could really happen' while reading. The hero is quite the trap—he has cold moments where he doesn't reply, but then he's kind enough to remember the heroine's real name. The heroine loves him blindly. It really made me realize that this is what dependency is like. The erotic scenes were also very erotic and really great!

I've bought several works by The猥談, but this story based on real experiences... is actually quite scary, and it made me feel like, 'Wow, this kind of thing really happens.' What I liked was that the art is just beautiful and the character design is amazing. シオくん is a scumbag, but his appearance is convincing enough that you'd definitely be fooled by that refreshing look. The heroine is also the type of 'jirai-kei' girl who would like an idol like シオくん, which is also very convincing. The way he uses the word 'cute' over and over to gloss over things really shows his scumbag nature, but I thought リリちゃん is probably a good fan for シオくん in the sense that she isn't a hassle... Personally, I also liked the ending. The erotic parts were erotic and satisfying.

愛莉ちゃん tells しお君 straight to his face that he keeps her alive, and she really seems like she'd do anything for him, but I'm worried if she'll really be okay after this~ But she looks so happy when they're having sex, and it seems like the super-sadistic しお君 and the masochistic 愛莉ちゃん are a perfect match. She even looks happy when he suddenly cums deep in her throat; she really knows how to grab a sadist's heart. But that guy is definitely bad news... There's definitely another woman, I'm sure of it! As an old lady watching from the sidelines, I'm worried, but... If 愛莉ちゃん is happy, then...

A story about an underground idol and his fan-turned-heroine. I thought the combination of シオくん, who maintains a refreshing persona, and the introverted リリちゃん wouldn't be that surprising, but... wait, what?! When it was her turn to be taken home, シオくん tried to do it with his fan like it was just part of his usual routine. Turns out, their kinks are a surprisingly perfect match! It's the kind of situation where even he gets sucked in, much to his own surprise. Meanwhile, リリちゃん, the fan chasing after him, looks like she's into 'jirai-kei' fashion at first glance. I thought she might be the obsessive type, but she's actually shy, reserved, pure, and cute! She lacks self-confidence and tends to go along with others. I guess シオくん chose her because she doesn't seem like the type to blab about it, but she definitely doesn't seem to realize that herself. It's cute how she's agonizing over wanting to see him again and not being able to forget that night. Don't worry, I'm sure シオくん is agonizing over it too (which is why I think he replied so fast lol). It ends on a bit of an ambiguous note, but it's the kind of story where you just know they'll end up where they belong.

I bought this because I thought the episode (synopsis) and the art were beautiful. The art was beautiful throughout; the male characters are erotic and charming, and the story is quite realistic lol. The guy is super cool and since he's an underground idol, they just hook up and have sex, but since that happens a lot in reality too, I thought that was realistic, and the boy was kinder than I expected, which made my heart flutter.

This is a story about a somewhat trashy underground idol hero and his jirai-kei fan heroine. It feels quite realistic from the start, and I thought it was amazing how well it depicted the darkness of the underground idol scene. Also, the art style is very ecchi, and the depictions during the acts really hit the spot for me. However, I couldn't tell what kind of feelings the hero ultimately has for the heroine, so I'm curious to see what happens next.

A scumbag who is just an ordinary person is out of the question, but if it's my oshi, that's a different story. I totally understand the feeling of wanting to have a relationship even if you know there are other women besides you... I basically prefer pure love stories where the guy is devoted to the heroine, but the art is cute and the erotic scenes are handled with such care that I'm glad I bought it. If there's a sequel, I'd love to read it. The heroine's hairstyle and outfits are so cute!